No One Will Ever Love Me

No one will ever love me.

I’ve heard this my entire life.

Because you see,

I’m not a rose garden

Filled with sweet scents

And whimsical romance.

No.

I am a hurricane.

A storm full of silence

And distrust.

I see from my eyes

But my heart is so sure that at any second

The house its built will collapse

And the dust will

Suffocate me.

No one will ever love me.

Even though I find myself always seeking truth

Of myself;

Of the world.

I am a horoscope

Of fear and uncertainty,

And because I am small and insecure

No one will love me.

Because I question

Not just your existance,

But also mine,

I will dissipate into nothingness

And find myself

Lost in the wilderness

Searching

Endlessly

For you.

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